Monday, January 1, 2018

What's the fuss? Its only a new year.

My New Year 2018

Seeing feeds on the 1 Jan 2018 on FB & Insta are truly the best. Everyone's enjoying the starting year as if its equal to a starting of a new life when it's actually just a continuation of existing life only with different phases.

I don't have this kind of luxury for this new year. 

Gathering with friends? Absolutely not.
Spending with family? Unfortunately nenek is not feeling well. 
Celebrating with spouse? Unfortunately, the state that my hub is working at has its own judgement when it comes to public holiday on the first day of every new year, thus no PH for hub, he needs to stay and do his work. 

Yes.. absolutely nothing! 

To those who are celebrating and spending your day or time with the loved ones, continue to do so and don't fucked it up. 

That's all from me... in my little thoughts. 


Sunday, December 31, 2017

New Gadget - New Year

Was not really active with the blogging for quite... sommmmeeee timeee..
Now that hub bought me a new Lappy, am gonna try at least to post a write up once a week. We'll see about that...

Life has been so challenging throughout 2017. It's not only about work, but other things as well.. like friends, family, money etc.

I've been feeling a bit depress last few months, but Alhamdulillah I managed to control my mind and my feeling. Positive vibes, good companies and families, that's the most important things.

I'm not really a type of person who loves to share things and feelings in blog. But if I do have something to share, I will post it here.

That's all for today I think, feel a bit down cause hub needs to leave again for work. :(

What's your resolution for the new year? 2018 is coming just in a few more hours. I hope, you guys are enjoying the celebration. Just be extra careful, there's a lot of people and you are exposed to many things, so just be careful.

I'm chilling at home ... not a type of person who loves to be in the crowded place.

Have a good new year celebration.

:)

Saturday, May 17, 2014

Welcome New Year, New World, New Life...

Assalamualaikum.
It has been quite a long time, I haven't updating this Summer Tic blog.
Welcome new year, new world and new life to me.

Alhamdulillah, 2014 means - I am now 28 years old, still healthy, married and have a son who is now 11 months. InsyaAllah, he'll be 1 year next month on 14 June 2014. Adding this year to life, last week was our anniversary together. Just a simple celebration was done. Although the plan is to go for a candle light dinner, celebrating it at Chillis was splendid too. I'm not into fancy dinner kinda thing. Thanks to hubby, we had a great time. And the whole night topic was about Aqil. Yes, we missed him so much during the date. It has always been like that.

Before the date: (4 May 2014 - 6PM)
"Let's spend time together without our son, like a date kinda thing,watch midnight movies, have a walk, yada yada..."

During the date: (12 May 2014 - 9PM)
"Today Aqil did this.. (showing picture in the phone).. Aqil smiled... Aqil.. Aqil..

After dinner: (12 May 2014 - 10PM)
"Cancel movie... No need for a walk, we can walk and talk at home.. yada yada..Aqil"

12 May 2014 - 10.30PM; At home playing with Aqil.

So... we cancelled our midnight movie out, the walk and everything that we had planned for. We missed our son so much. Hahaha. And the date was cut to short. Tehehehe. It's okay since Aqil is still small now, let's bring him together next year. InsyaAllah, he'll be 1 year and 10 month that time. Let's pray for the best.

A new world to me, a part being a wife, is being a mother. And now I truly understand the meaning of I'll-do-anything-for-you. As a mother, we tend to do everything perfectly. Starting from the hair, down to the leg, in and out, food and toys, clothes and pants, yes, everything needs to be perfect and BEST. I'm not trying to spoil my son, I just want to make him happy. And I know the boundaries - never spoil your son (hope so. Kih kin)

New life, new career, new path, last few years I've worked as an Instructional Designer in the eLearning team. Wanting to try something new and adventurous, I change my career path from ID to  a Change Analyst. Comparing to my previous job, this new one is chaos + and double triple busy. I'll tell you, the 8 hours working time is never enough to me. Too many things to complete within the given timeline, too many things! But, I enjoy doing it. I love my job so much. Hahahaha. <-- p="" right.="" yeah="">
 My fingers and mind are still numb - what to share and show in this blog, but will improve it gradually with more exciting topics and stories, insyaAllah. I don't mind if no one is reading/viewing my blog,it's OK. If possible, I want to make this as a hobby - spending some leisure time blogging; in a good way and at the same time, improving my writing skills.

That's it for now.

Welcome New Year (2014), New World (Mommy & Wifey) and New Life (job & personal).

Us, at Nandos - having dinner



Sunday, May 26, 2013

Presence : You are here, inside me.

A few more weeks to go.How will it be once you are here, with me, in my arm...

Allah has given you to me... And I shall protect you from any harms... Let you feel loved... Giving you joy... And hold on to you until the last of my breath...

Sayang anakku,

Although you are still in my womb, and now are prefectly growing inside me, for 40 weeks predicted by gynae, I'm waiting for you...

Dont worry my little one... I can wait patiently ... It's okay that you are actively playing in my womb right now.. the only thing that I worried is ... Are you okay inside there? Are you happy and do I hurt you while sleeping?

I dont mind if my sleep is not like usual, and if my back became so much pain...
What I want is that you a are growing perfectly, healthy and always happy...

Mama is here... D'oa that you will become a soleh person who will always praise to Allah, and his Messenger, Muhammad... A person that will always love Mama and Babah, respect us and avoid durhaka.. And become someone who will be successful in dun'ia & akh'irat. InsyaAllah...

Sayang anakku,

Mama loves you... Babah loves you... Allah loves you...

Stay strong.. And we shall meet one day, when you are ready... I will be your angel, your guardian, and your strength once you come out...
Let's be strong.. Pray to Allah ... We can do this together..!

Amin.
-37 weeks-

Thursday, June 23, 2011

Are you READY?

Pertanyaan ini ; ARE YOU READY ? Diterjemahkan ke Bahasa Malaysia, Adakah anda bersedia? ..

YES I AM.

Ini jawapan saye yang sepastinya.
Kehidupan yang penuh dengan cerita dan cara membuatkan saya perlu bersedia setiap masa.

LIFE IS MARVEL..

Marvel? Cam comic X-Men pula ye.

MARVELLOUS..

So, BERSEDIA HARUNGI HIDUP YANG HEBAT.

Terima kasih.

Sambung lagi..

Assalamualaikum. :)

Dah lama tak ON BLOG. Saya akan sambung lagi koleksi cerita-cerita pendek seram untuk bacaan kita semua. :)

Thank you.

CAMERA

Cahaya flash dari camera Sony a580 milik Haziq memecah hening malam.
Kelibat seorang lelaki yang sedang berdiri megah di hadapan rumah kosong seakan-akan menari-nari menunjukkan pose.

"Cepat skit Haziq, dah malam sgt nih"
"Sat2, hang berdiri sket kat sane tuh, tak pun hang ke tepi, aku nak amik gambar ni"

Pantas Ekhram mengalihkan kedudukannya dan berdiri bersebelahan dengan Haziq. Malam itu hitam pekat. Tiada angin dan bunyi serangga malam pun kedengaran. Hanya salakan anjing liar ditemani sinaran cahaya bulan yang menemani mereka.

"Haziq, kalu tak sebab ko nye class project, tak mahu aku pi sini", luah Ekhram perlahan.
"Maaf la rakan, aku tak daq kereta, hang je la yang boleh bantu aku no.. ", loghat Kedah Haziq memang pekat. Haziq menyambung mengambil gambar di hadapan rumah usang itu. Memang cantik. Projek Kreatif Malam yang diberi oleh Puan Khalidah memang unik. Setiap pelajar dikehendaki menghasilkan gambar bertemakan keunikan di malam hari. Kreativiti Haziq yang sedikit berlainan dari pelajar yang lain menjadikan dirinya berani untuk mencuba sesuatu yang baru.

HON HON !!

Suraya melambai kearah mereka berdua.
"Cepat laahh.. Dah malam sangat ni.! Aku lapar ni!"
Keasyikan Haziq mengambil gambar rumah usang itu menjadikan mereka berdua terlupa akan kewujudan Suraya yang setia menanti didalam kereta Honda milik Ekhram.

"Itu laa. Aku kate tak payah ikut. Ko ni anak gajah ke ape?! Tadi kan dah makan."
Ekhram menteriak ke arah Suraya. Gadis bertudung ala Yuna itu menjeling sambil mencebikkan bibir.

30 minit kemudian .. Jam 1.30 malam...

"Okay la, aku rasa dah cukup ni. Jom la kita balik" Haziq tersenyum memandang kearah koleksi gambar yang diambilnya. Ekhram mengangguk tanda setuju. Perlahan sambil menghisap rokok mereka berjalan kearah kereta. Suraya sudah tertidur.
Keadaan disekeliling ketika itu sedikit sejuk dan berangin berbanding dengan waktu mereka tiba tadi. Rumah banglo tiga tingkat milik Arwah Dato Zahid memang besar. Siap ada kolam renang di belakang rumah. Hartawan kaya itu sudah tiada lagi. Rumah banglo usang itu ditinggalkan bertahun lama. Khabarnya, hartawan itu sudah pun meninggal dunia 2 tahun yang lalu. Mati dibunuh!Sejak itu, banyak cerita yang timbul tentang rumah tersebut. Ada yang menyatakan mereka pernah ternampak kelibat lembaga seperti Dato Zahid dan isterinya Datin Mariam di rumah usang tersebut. Cerita-cerita hantu pendek yang direka atau benar itu dijaja dari mulut ke mulut. Namun bagi Haziq, itu hanyalah cerita. Semua yang ghaib itu juga adalah makhluk Tuhan.

Kereta Honda 2.8 milik Ekhram menderum. Perlahan mereka menuruni bukit meninggalkan kawasan perumahan tersebut. Suraya sudah pun melelapkan mata. Berdengkur.

"Teruk betul Su ni tido. Takde la orang nak kawin dengan dia ni, berdengkur mengalahkan gajah" Ekhram berseloroh. Haziq hanya ketawa kecil.

Halaman rumah Dato Zahid memang besar. Sepanjang perjalanan mereka dari rumah ke pintu utama mengambil masa lebih kurang 2-3 minit. Keadaan disekeliling mereka penuh dengan semak samun. Jalannya juga sedikit berlubang menyebabkan perjalanan sedikit terganggu.

"Eh, asal pintu gate ni tutup. Bukan ko biar terbuka ke Ekhram?"
Haziq menoleh kearah Ekhram. Ekhram mengangguk tanda setuju. Kereta Honda itu berhenti dihadapan pagar.

"Takpe, ko pegi buka kan pagar" Ekhram menyuruh. Tangannya erat memegang stering kereta. Haziq setuju. Pantas dia keluar membukakan pagar. Tiba-tiba...

HON! HON!
"MASUK WEEIYH! MASUK BODOH!!" Ekhram menjerit kuat ke arah Haziq. HON kereta dibunyikannya berkali-kali. Haziq sedikit panik. Hanya sebelah pagar sahaja yang sempat dibukanya. Pantas dia berlari menuju ke kereta.

"Asal hang ni?! Panggil aku BODOH, hang tu tak BODOH ka? Iskh! " Haziq kecewa dengan teriakan rakannya. Dia masuk ke dalam kereta. Ekhram yang sedikit gelabah pantas menekan butang mengunci kereta.CLICK! Semua pintu berkunci. Dia sedikit panik. Suraya yang terjaga akibat teriakan Ekhram terdiam memandang kearah Ekhram dan Haziq. Suraya yang pada mulanya duduk bersandar rehat diruang belakang, kini dia sedikit ke hadapan mendekati handbrake dan pemandu kereta.

"Aku takut laa....Asal ko ni..?"Suraya berbisik berpeluk tubuh dan memandang ke bawah. Haziq hanya memandang kearah Ekhram.
"Jangan pandang belakang ... " Ekhram perlahan membisikkan pada rakannya. Haziq mula takut. Tetapi, kerana perasaan ingin tahu, Haziq memberanikan diri. Tapi bukan menolehkan muka memandang belakang, tetapi menggunakan kamera nya. Perlahan dia memicit punat kamera tersebut.

FLASH! !

Ekhram memecut keluar dari halaman tersebut. Suraya menutup matanya sambil berselawat. Haziq pula memegang erat kameranya. Bagaikan Micheal Shcumaker Ekhram memandu laju menuruni bukit. Jalan masih gelap. Dengan penuh pasrah, mereka berdoa agar cepat sampai ke highway KL-Seremban.

20 minutes later..

Alhamdulillah, akhirnya mereka sampai di warung milik Pak Cik Iskandar. Keadaan disitu sedikit riuh rendah dengan perbualan sekumpulan pelajar universiti yang masih melepak. Mereka bertiga duduk. Namun, masih mendiamkan diri.

Haziq mengeluarkan kamera nya lalu membuka album didalam memory card untuk melihat koleksi yang ditangkapnya.

"AAAHHHH!!!" Suraya menjerit lalu pengsan. Ekhram pantas menyambut Suraya. Haziq tersentap dan kamera kesayangannya jatuh ke tanah. Sekumpulan pelajar lain yang berdekatan datang kearah mereka.

"Bang.. bang, okay tak? Kenapa ni?"
Seorang daripada mereka memegang bahu Haziq. Perlahan Haziq menunding jarinya kearah kamera miliknya. Pelajar itu berasa pelik dengan kelakuan Haziq. Beberapa orang pelajar perempuan yang lain pula memangku Suraya.

"Apahal dengan kamera ni .. "
Pelajar itu pantas mengangkat lalu melihatnya. "Astagfirllah.."


.......

Dua badan yang berlumuran darah tanpa kepala duduk disisi Suraya didalam kereta dengan berpakaiankan kain kapan.....

"Itu la aku kate, jangan pandang belakang.. ko degil"
"Tapi aku guna kamera.. "


SEKIAN.